• Empty Word for an Empty Soul •

Even an empty word could mean something to an empty heart.”

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In the Middle

In the midst of the mist, there’s something frozen that cannot be thawed – my heart.

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She painted his world blue while hers was black and white. And he can’t find the difference between their sadness anymore.
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I bled black while you were busy looking for the dark side in me.
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I turned into a potato long before you said ‘I like you”.
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You are trapped in your own sorry little world full of big dark thoughts.
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Do not hold on to me when you have no intent of holding on to the other side. Don’t think that I can handle two weights at the same time. You gotta help me with gravity.
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I have flown to places I’ve never been to and I don’t know if such voyage is what’s making me sad or the fact that I could never be anywhere near those places.
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I saw you cry. I knew how much you’ve tried. You tried too hard to be the person you wanted to be. But it broke you down. Because the person you are aiming to be isn’t the person you are supposed to become. Because while you were busy shredding the last bits of yourself, you forgot to face the mirror and see how ugly you’re becoming. A flesh tainted with crimson poison. Bloody from all the changes you’ve raged upon yourself. But it’s okay. That is alright. Sometimes, we have to bleed in order for us to be renewed. And sometimes, we need to be scarred to be the warriors we deemed to be. But you don’t have to try so hard now. You can let go of the scrapers now. You can stop trying to become what you to want to be. You can now be the person you’re ought to become. Do not be a butterfly who came too early in the world, and ended up getting burnt in the flames of the burning sun. Be patient now, love.

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AWESOME QUOTES AND THOUGHTS

“I’m in love with you, and I know that love is just a shout into the void, and that oblivion is inevitable, and that we’re all doomed and that there will come a day when all our labor has been returned to dust, and I know the sun will swallow the only earth we’ll ever have, and I am in love with you.” 
- John Green, The Fault in Our Stars

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“Her heart was a secret garden and the walls were very high.” 
- William Goldman, The Princess Bride

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“I envy people that know love. That have someone who takes them as they are.” 
- Jess C. Scott, The Devilin Fey

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“Love. The reason I dislike that word is that it means too much for me, far more than you can understand."
- Anna Karenina, Leo Tolstoy

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“I love you more than I think I should.” 
- Becca Fitzpatrick, Crescendo

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“Of course I’ll hurt you. Of course you’ll hurt me. Of course we will hurt each other. But this is the very condition of existence. To become spring, means accepting the risk of winter. To become presence, means accepting the risk of absence.” 
- Antoine de Saint-Exupéry, Manon, Ballerina

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“Then, one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...you give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore.” 
- Neil Gaiman, The Kindly Ones

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“She didn't belong anywhere and she never really belonged to anyone. And everyone else belonged somewhere and to someone. People thought she was too wonderful. But she only wanted to belong to someone. People always thought she was too wonderful to belong to them or that something too wonderful would hurt too much to lose. And that's why she liked him-- because he just thought she was crazy.” 
- C. JoyBell C.

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“Some people feel like they don't deserve love. They walk away quietly into empty spaces, trying to close the gaps of the past.” 
- Jon Krakauer, Into the Wild

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“How can I be reasonable? To me our love was everything and you were my whole life. It is not very pleasant to realize that to you it was only an episode.” 
- W. Somerset Maugham, The Painted Veil

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“We are all the pieces of what we remember. We hold in ourselves the hopes and fears of those who love us. As long as there is love and memory, there is no true loss.” 
- Cassandra Clare, City of Heavenly Fire

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“This is not a goodbye, my darling, this is a thank you. Thank you for coming into my life and giving me joy, thank you for loving me and receiving my love in return. Thank you for the memories I will cherish forever. But most of all, thank you for showing me that there will come a time when I can eventually let you go.
I love you, T.” 
- Nicholas Sparks, Message in a Bottle

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“We're all a little weird. And life is a little weird. And when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall into mutually satisfying weirdness — and call it love — true love.” 
- Robert Fulghum, True Love

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“What happens after you die?" "Lot's of things happen after you die - they just don't involve you.” 
- Louis C.K.

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“I suppose therefore that all things I see are illusions; I believe that nothing has ever existed of everything my lying memory tells me. I think I have no senses. I believe that body, shape, extension, motion, location are functions. What is there then that can be taken as true? Perhaps only this one thing, that nothing at all is certain.” 
- René Descartes

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“You know what, it's not your life, it's life. Life is bigger than you, if you can imagine that. Life isn't something that you possess, it's something that you take part in and witness.” 
- Louis C.K.

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“The scariest thing about distance is that you don’t know whether they’ll miss you or forget you.” 
- Nicholas Sparks, The Notebook

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“I don't want to lose you.' His voice almost a whisper. Seeing his haggard expression, she took his hand and squeezed it, then reluctantly let it go. She could feel the tears again, and she fought them back. 'But you don't want to keep me, either, do you?' To that, he had no response.” 
- Nicholas Sparks, The Rescue

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“Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live.” 
- Norman Cousins

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“It's true, I am afraid of dying. I am afraid of the world moving forward without me, of my absence going unnoticed, or worse, being some natural force propelling life on. Is it selfish? Am I such a bad person for dreaming of a world that ends when I do? I don't mean the world ending with respect to me, but every set of eyes closing with mine.” 
- Jonathan Safran Foer, Everything Is Illuminated

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“I don’t know what’s worse: to not know what you are and be happy, or to become what you’ve always wanted to be, and feel alone.” 
- Daniel Keyes, Flowers for Algernon

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“Do not train a child to learn by force or harshness; but direct them to it by what amuses their minds, so that you may be better able to discover with accuracy the peculiar bent of the genius of each.” 
- Plato

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“In the moment when I truly understand my enemy, understand him well enough to defeat him, then in that very moment I also love him. I think it’s impossible to really understand somebody, what they want, what they believe, and not love them the way they love themselves. And then, in that very moment when I love them.... I destroy them.” 
- Orson Scott Card, Ender's Game

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“Some things are hard to write about. After something happens to you, you go to write it down, and either you over dramatize it, or underplay it, exaggerate the wrong parts or ignore the important ones. At any rate, you never write it quite the way you want to.” 
- Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath

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“Don't ever take a fence down until you know why it was put up.” 
- Robert Frost

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“Writing is something you do alone. Its a profession for introverts who want to tell you a story but don't want to make eye contact while doing it."
[Thoughts from Places: The Tour, Nerdfighteria Wiki, January 17, 2012]” 
- John Green

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“great writers are indecent people
they live unfairly
saving the best part for paper.
good human beings save the world
so that bastards like me can keep creating art,
become immortal.
if you read this after I am dead
it means I made it.” 
- Charles Bukowski, The People Look Like Flowers at Last

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“I love writing. I love the swirl and swing of words as they tangle with human emotions.” 
- James A. Michener

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"Patience is not the ability to wait. Patience is to be calm no matter what happens, constantly take action to turn it to positive growth opportunities, and have faith to believe that it will all work out in the end while you are waiting.” 
- Roy T. Bennett, The Light in the Heart

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“Those who look for the bad in people will surely find it.” 
- Abraham Lincoln

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“Too often we underestimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring, all of which have the potential to turn a life around.” 
- Leo Buscaglia

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“Don't worry about hurting me, if that's what you're afraid of. I want to get hurt. At least I´ll feel something for a change.” 
- Katie Kacvinsky, Awaken

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“There are so many things that demand to be said. Where did you go? Do you ever think about me? You've ruined me. Are you okay? But of course, I can't say any of that.” 
- Gayle Forman, Where She Went

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“Moving on is easy. It's staying moved on that's trickier.” 
- Katerina Stoykova Klemer

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“I can calculate the motion of heavenly bodies but not the madness of people.” 
- Isaac Newton

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“It takes a very long time to become young.” 
- Pablo Picasso

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A Happy You, Without Me

I wanted you to be happy not live a life that’s so crappy. I wanted the best for you. I really do. I wanted you to find yourself. Be whoever you wanna be. I wanted you to color your own world instead of painting it black and white. I wanted you to be your own knight. The one who saves people at night. I wanted you to be brave. Not the one digging his own grave. I wanted you to feel contentment. Feel every moment. Be here, not there. I wanted you to participate in life. Not create your own strife. I wanted you to find joy in everything that you do. A glee for every right thing you’re doing. I wanted you to do the best you can. To be the best version of yourself. Not the one that hides in a shelf. I wanted you to be free. I wanted you to see. I wanted you to forget me.

I Told Myself I Don’t Like You Anymore – That Was A Lie

I don’t like you anymore. For I have learned to love you.

Three years of feeling so much for someone like you is I guess enough for this heart of mine to break.

I liked you a lot. Not for how you look. Nor how intelligent you are. I’ve come to realize that it’s not even because of your poems. Or how close our music tastes are. I’ve just found out that I just really like you. I have no reasons. I just really do.

And my heart has no reasons to break too. But it did.

This is going to take me a long while. I’m going to keep on saying that I am fine with you being happy even when it kinda hurts until I can get over this heavy feeling I am feeling lately.

This is me, not saying goodbye.

Just trying my best to let these feelings go away.

Go away.

Like a dust.

Go away.

Turn to rust.

Go away.

Until I can’t be swayed.

Go away.

Just go.

PYGMALION REVIEW

I seriously thought that there’s a continuation to the acts I’ve read. So it was only until Act V? I am dying to know if Eliza did marry Freddy or she ended up being back at  Henry Higgins’ side.

I haven’t watched the play nor have any inkling about who played who in the play. I was imagining that Henry Higgins is a man of air. But I’m also seriously, quietly, hoping and wishing that Eliza and he would end up together. 😦